Week 3 - Day 15

I missed my class this morning... I got to the gym in time to see the warm ups starting.. and rules are hat if ou are not in wraps by the time the buzzer sounds for warm ups you miss class..
BUGGER...

So... since my time table said there were two beginner classes in a row, i figured atleast i would be able to go to the second one.. (i had been planning on ding the to of them, which would be just over an hour with warm up and coll down as well.. )... so onto the cross tainer I hopped while i wasited for the first one to finish... all wrapped i waited... and travelled at a steady 5km per hour on the trainer..
Just before the second class I hopped off.. ran own the stairs so that I could get ready to jump in. that is when i freaked... there had been a time table error... it was an advanced focus class, not another beginner class - WTF!?

So... to cut a story short, I chickened out! I would have done hardcore again without a problm.. i actually enjoyed the variety in it... and the challenge... though i figured that my focus partner came to get fit, not to be rushed to the hospital with a broken nose because I am not focussed enough to hit on target every time.
I think i will get a litle better at my hitting at someone before I take on an advanced contact class... atleast in hardcore, im only hurting a bag! ~L~

Matt and I went out today, to get a train ticket, which turned intochecking out some clothes in Target... I cant tell you how good it feels to just walk up to a size 16 piece of clothing and say, yup.... I like you, i think I will try you on... and actually put a few of the pieces back because they were a little too floppy... I came home with 2 shirts, a denim skirt and a very pretty light weight tunic length top.. (which Kiera has told me needs to be smaller - so off we go to swap it tomorrow) I am stoked!!!!!
This is the best insentive to keep going... for once I am positive of my direction.. I used to say (when trying to lose wight) IF i get to X size, I will buy X... Now i am saying WHEN...
I know that by doing what i am doing and staying at the rate I am at, eating right, drining water and not caving to temptations I WILL be where I want to be around christmas/new year..

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PS: Thank you for your goreous comment Lyn.. Thank you for "hooting" for me.. It means a lot! Love you honey!